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Somdatta Mitra
*SECRET CRUSH*
So ellysian was the admirance through your eyes,
When the belspirit in me balmily rejuvinated;
With your esoteric emotions to ariose.
As an amorist this ignorance over infatuation ,
Lead to several emotional turmoil;
In an arcane sensitivity inside my heart.
This ignorant love ignited ,
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too many pulchritudinous moments .
As I lay on my bed,
to recall those faded memories.
My secret crush over you in my youth ,
Assembled divine celebrations in my day dreams.
As a film celebrity you were never aware,
As a teenager I was engulfed in a wanderlust.
To release a waiver from my heart in a deluge ,
Let me scream to the whole world that I really loved you.
Jackie Shroff was embedded in each and every corner of my heart ,
As I pasted all sorts of posters on the walls.
With a zizz in an unfettered revealations ,
to my soul I scampered,
In all sorts of movie halls and markets.
I webbed tremendous fascinated desires,
to engage in a wedding .
As natural and realistic it could unguent,
in any extremity.
To my dismay it was all in a cherished desire ,
In a truculence I dictated my stringent principles.
Unabated I was helpless to move to Mumbai ,
To ring the bell and exclaim in a vehement tirade.
That I sincerely loved you and had a secret crush on you.
To realise my pains and sufferings,
To hold my hand and gently embrace me in your arms.
Dated : 10.02.2024.
COUNTRY: INDIA
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